A look back at X-COM: Terror From The Deep
I’m the last person to the party, attempting to review the UFO Defense’s sequel when it’s about to turn 30 years old. Given that the game still visits me every few years, I feel obligated to write something about it. Instead of reviewing, let me frame this post as a love letter of some sort.
Here's the catch: It’s difficult for me to share the experience of playing TFTD. I’m not sure if I’d say it “aged well” as a game: It’s very much playable for me nowadays (to say the least), but that’s only thanks to the time we spent together. All the unnecessary complexity, labyrinthine menus and seemingly-unfair gameplay make the game unapproachable today (and have been rightfully corrected in the 2012 reboot) So the least I can do is put in writing why the game feels so important to me.

Game design
Personal attachment aside, the reason I replay TFTD every so often is that it’s a well-designed game with a lot of nuance to it. My last attempt was a good few years ago and the memories accompany the time when I got my own place in Warsaw. But only this year, just a few days ago, I have actually finished TFTD it for the first time, almost without relying on restoring save-states.
X-COM is actually one of these games that taught me that you don’t have to always win. “Losing is fun” is the motto of roguelikes, another genre that has been always close to me. But while roguelikes invite you to lose and start over, X-COM lets you lose a battle but still win the war. More so, the outcomes of each battle aren’t binary: There’s a main objective, but sometimes you achieve it at a great cost, and another day you can abandon the mission half-way and still get ahead overall.
This aspect of “there is no winning or losing, just different kinds of progress” feels unique to the game and I don’t remember seeing it in other titles until, say, Into the Breach which very successfully took this theme into its own direction.

But the sequence of tactical battles is just one aspect of X-COM. The Geoscape experience is a whole second game on its own. This is where you decide which battles to pick (most are optional). This is also where you set yourself up for success for each mission.
Geoscape mostly consists of menu-diving. If you try to re-imagine Microsoft Excel with a horror atmosphere, it would look like X-COM. But in practice, it has a strong board game feel to it: There’s a distinctive Earth view with alien craft symbols skittering around; there’s tile-based maps of bases that you build, and there’s lots of resource management, with different resources becoming more important as you progress.
The board game aspect is made even stronger when you consider that the seemingly chaotic Alien activity is actually them playing the game against you. Aliens are always doing their own thing: scouting, managing resources and building colonies. All these activities award them victory points (unless you interrupt them). At first none of that is clear, but you get to learn that after extending your radar coverage of Earth and learning how to intercept alien communications.

The unique aspect of this is the amount of freedom granted to the player. It’s like participating in a simulation: You can engage, or you can choose to sit in your base, do nothing, and just watch events unfold. It’s up to you to decide how much you want to interfere with alien activity and on what terms, all the way from strategic budgeting (prioritise base expansion? research? military?) down to fine decisions about equipment for each X-COM agent. (Example: The game doesn’t come with “character classes”, but I invented my own at some point, because it made sense to me as a playstyle and the game gave me all the tools I needed).
Aesthetics and mood
It’s not X-COM’s game design that makes this game so memorable to me, though. I owe just as much to the game’s incredible art direction. This is also why Terror from the Deep, the sequel, appears here, rather than the original installment which I also played at around the same time. Both titles are identical in terms of game design (nowadays, TFTD would be an expansion pack), but the sequel was made by different people who re-used the game code but invested a lot of effort into making this new title look and feel different. This really shows: the outcome is a game that combines Julian Gollop’s original game-design prowess with the new team’s amazing artistry. The original game’s colour palette had a lot of grey tones, which the sequel replaced with shades of blue and gold. Even today I’m still delighted to find this combination in new places, such as some Lego sets.
There’s two very specific aspects of TFTD that became a large part of my identity. I had an “it all makes sense” moment when I was able to trace both to my times with TFTD as a kid. Namely:
The music
I definitely have a thing for synthesizers. I’m not competent as a musician, but I enjoy learning about them and fiddling with sound design on each opportunity. I never quite caught where this came from - maybe the few Jarre CDs my parents had around? There’s definitely truth in that, but one factor that must have contributed a lot would be this particular detuned PWM:
This drone has drilled itself deep into my consciousness and planted the seed that later grew into a passion for the raw electronic sound. (Imagine the thrill when I was once able to hear a reproduction of it on my own synth!) The original game also had a memorable soundtrack, but it didn’t resonate with me that much.
The eldritch horror
X-COM: Ufo Defense was already a very atmospheric game. It offered a turn-based tactical combat experience where you’d spend most of the time trying to pinpoint the number and location of the hostiles. Thanks to the fog of war, you’d often identify alien presence based on shots in your direction from somewhere in the dark. And since there’s no way for sure to know how many hostiles are left, every press of “End turn” could surprise you with a plot twist. This is the aspect I missed the most in the 2012 reboot, which would instead “formally announce” aliens whenever they entered the board, instead of letting them lurk in the shadows and keep you second-guessing.

Terror from the Deep took all that, and improved it with fantastic art. Your usual fields, barns and small towns would give way to shady ports, sunken ships and mysterious underwater ruins. Instead of a selection of default scifi aliens and colorful blobs, you’d encounter rebranded sea creatures (like lobster men or giant nautiluses) or Lovecraft-inspired abominations - the latter so numerous that at some point you’d think you’re looking at a Lovecraft fanfic. There’s an important location called T’leth (I take only because R’lyeh was already taken) and one of the UFOPaedia monster descriptions just gives up the charade and straight up uses “Lovecraftian” as an adjective.
Did I mention UFOPaedia? There’s an in-game manual that offers some stats and lore for every piece of technology or knowledge your X-COM team discovers. Here you can find the bulk of the game’s artwork. In the original installment, some parts of UFOPaedia (especially the alien portraits) looked like placeholder images, but the beautiful art from TFTD makes up for it completely. As a kid who didn’t understand a sentence in English, trying to decipher UFOPaedia was as exciting as the game itself.
See for yourself
If you’d like to play the game, the DOS version is available on GOG or Steam (already packaged with Dosbox). You can play that, but I encourage you to also download OpenXcom (the open source remake) and use it together with your game files. OpenXcom includes essential bugfixes and a lot of quality-of-life improvements: your screen is likely larger than a 1995’s typical CRT, so you might want to zoom the view out a little.
Alternatively, here's a few videos to see:
- Ahoy’s delightful 2-hour documentary about the X-COM series
- Let’s play series by Yeti and KonfluxGames, if you’d like to sit back and watch the game. If you prefer condensed, there’s also speedruns available, but I think those are best watched after you’ve played the game yourself.